So I’ve been sliding back into my old blueprint and today missed my first webinar. As I’ve sat watching it tonight and trying to play catch up after two weeks of ‘sliding’ I realized how easy it was to go back to my ‘norm’. The norm that I don’t want. The norm that isn’t my DMP. The norm that brought me to the MKMMA in the first place. It was easy really, I missed a reading here then there and then no ‘sits’ for days. Next thing you know I’m not reading my cards and then a whole day goes by with no readings, no sit, no mental diet (hadn’t mastered that quite yet anyway) and then I was back to the Old Blueprint.
I know this pattern, I’ve done it so so many times. Start strong, all in and then as life happens and days are long with children, homeschooling, work, church and other responsibilities I let one thing go, then another. It’s super easy to make excuses… I mean I have children need I say more? But lots of people have children. Lots of people have ‘things’ going on. Births, deaths, work, spouses, home-life, illness, visitors, emergencies, and the list goes on and on.
I want a different outcome though. I want a different outcome then the one I have settled for. I want to be a success in all the ways that I can be a success. The cool thing is that I determine what kind of success I can and will be.
So I am putting myself on notice that this week will be different. This week will be another start and I will not quit. I will not settle. Tired, sleepy, busy, will not be excuses that I use or accept.